Road to self-discovery

At age 29, i realize that I am a power-hungry person. So much so that it baffles me. I am kinda scared of myself.
On another note, something happened in office today which made me let out the vindictive laugh at the world.

Feeling Blue..

Playing some of the old CDs while driving to office has made me emotionally weak today. The songs brought back memories which were best swept under the carpet.

I am unwillingly logged in to Gtalk just so people will see my status message and donate for Boond
http://marketplace.unreasonableinstitute.org/ventures/view/32/Boond-wwwboondnet.
I think my freinds and acquaintances are pretty kanjoos. No one has donated yet.